Now I am boarding in Jokja because I am from Korea and studying in Jokja, let me introduce myself, my name is Fitri where I am boarding in the South Jokja area, there are 10 rooms and all are full of mostly women and there are lectures and work I am lucky because I am a family of rich people.
One thing that distinguishes me from other normal women is that since I was little I have never been interested in men. Actually, there are many men like me since I was in high school. My friends also wonder why I don’t have a boyfriend either, because they think I am beautiful.
I always tell you that I don’t do anything and I don’t want to go fast. Someone once joked and said maybe I was a lesbian. Actually my friend was right, but I didn’t dare admit it.
I am frankly embarrassed if anyone knows I am a lesbian. My parents will also be very angry and disappointed to know what I am doing. Moreover, they are also very religious and active in religious activities in Korea.
It was only since I went to college and moved to Jokja that I was able to channel my desires that had been vengeful for years and sometimes very torturous.
When I was in high school I had a close female friend. We often went out alone and I loved her. But until today I have never mentioned those feelings to her because I know she is not a lesbian like me and I don’t want to ruin my friendship with her.
My first experience with a woman started about a year ago. In my boarding house there was someone who also happened to study at the same campus as me even though they were in different faculties, let’s call her April.
April didn’t have a vehicle, so she often took my car to college. We also often went to the mall or watched movies together, so in a short time our relationship became quite close.
April is a very beautiful child (she occasionally takes photo shoots as a model and has been a cover girl in a teen magazine), her skin is white and smooth and her body is also tall.
Actually, since the beginning I knew her I already liked her, but again, those feelings were kept deep because I didn’t know if she was as good as me or like other normal girls. What I do know is that she has never had a boyfriend.
At night we often play in our room to chat or watch movies. April Room also has a bathroom and usually she just wraps a towel after taking a shower and puts on clothes in front of me.
Maybe because I’m a woman too, so she’s not embarrassed, I thought. In the usual April room, she only wears a bag of loose shirts without a bra or panties anymore. I often sneak a glance at her genitals which are covered in thick hair. Almost her entire body is covered with fine hair and this adds to her sexiness.
After a few months of us being closed, I still didn’t know that she was also a lesbian like me. I just found out after she admitted it herself. That happened about 7-8 months ago. I was reading a magazine in my room and April was playing in my room, she said she wanted to watch a VCD in my room.
While she was watching, I went to take a shower and when I finished taking a shower, I immediately came out without wearing anything. This has never happened to me before because I tend to be shy and not used to showing off my naked body to other people. I just wanted to see April’s reaction when she saw me naked.
As soon as I left the bathroom, she was quite surprised to see me. Her eyes kept looking up and down my body and she commented that my body was sexy and she liked my breasts which she said, although not that big but looked fast.
For some reason, at that time I was not embarrassed even though April kept staring at me, and instead I deliberately dried my hair while facing her.
After that I wore a white nightgown so the material was quite thin without wearing anything like April usually did.
I sat cross-legged in front of her and we started chatting as usual. Because of my sitting position and my short nightgown, April could see my moans clearly, and I realized that she had seen it several times.
Our conversation continued and April asked me if I had ever dated a woman, because she wondered why I had never had a girlfriend until now. I said no and I didn’t continue my answer anymore.
The same thing I asked April and her answer was not what I expected. April admitted that she was actually a lesbian and she had a boyfriend when she was in high school. Frankly, that statement made my heart bloom because she was the first woman I liked and was also a lesbian.
I dared to be honest to April that I was also like her and I had been holding onto her feelings for a long time.
April smiled and said that she also had the same feelings, but did not dare to tell the truth before she was sure that I liked her too. April then put her head on my lap.
While stroking her hair, we continued to chat and regret why we had always pretended and did not dare to tell the truth.
I told her that I was afraid that she might avoid me if she found out that I was a lesbian, because until that day I didn’t know that April was like me either.
A while later April asked me to sleep. We kissed for a long time, and it was my first experience kissing someone.
April looked pretty good and her hands started to fall and cup my breasts. I was aroused and I asked her to take off my nightgown.
Standing up, April took off her shirt, but still had her panties on. Then she pulled my nightgown so I was lying on my back in front of her with nothing on.
April then started kissing my breasts and licking both of my nipples. I was so aroused and my shirt was getting wet.
April’s kisses started to go down and she then spread my legs wide. My tangled hair was tangled and April started licking my clit. I kept moaning as I closed my eyes.
In just a few minutes I enjoyed my first kiss, the touch of a woman and now the first time someone licked my groin.
April continued to play her tongue on my groin from top to bottom and sucked my clitoris several times as if sucking a straw.
I had an orgasm several times and it seemed that April did not give me a chance to breathe and continued to play her tongue and lick me more and more passionately.
After being satisfied with licking me, she asked me to do the same to her. I started by licking her rather large breasts and her brownish nipples.
Her nipples were also big and looked very sensitive, because April immediately let out a loud sigh as soon as I licked her nipples. April asked me to lick her vagina, but I was still not satisfied playing with her sexy nipples.
My fingers continued to fall into her vagina. My panties had not been removed, and on the left side of her pants there was her thick cocktail hair. I started by licking the left and right sides of her crotch.
April continued to moan and opened her legs wider. She asked me to take off her pants, and while her ass was slightly raised, I slowly took off her panties, and her vagina was clearly visible.
I continued licking her vagina, her eyes closed and both hands pressed against my head while pressing a little and directing my thumb to her clitoris. Apparently licking a woman’s cock is very delicious, more than I imagined.
I opened my vagina lips in April and licked the reddish one. April was very wet and getting tighter.
Then April asked me to get up and do that position with my body on top of hers.
We licked each other’s genitals until finally several orgasms occurred. After getting tired, we kissed again and slept hugging all night. I really enjoyed my first experience, especially with such a beautiful and lovely April.
After that night, we often made love. Sometimes I stayed in her room or she in mine. Indeed, we did not dare to sleep together every night to avoid other dormitory friends talking.
Our love story ended two months ago when April and her family moved to Australia. I miss her so much and don’t know if I will ever find someone like her again.
Right now I am very lonely and sometimes I want to tell someone the truth, maybe this way I will find it easier to find female friends.
But I don’t think I am ready right now and I am too afraid that my parents will be angry and upset if they find out that their only child is a lesbian,,,,,,